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Ello y'all!

Just thought I'd update my journal considering that it hasn't been done in ages. Well, I really don know what to talk about but I guess I'm going to try anyways. A few days ago, I watch that one movie "Sweeny Todd" or whatever it's called and I really didn't care for it much. I mean I like Tim Burtin's works and all, but that was a total disappointment. It seems to have been like that for a while, being disappointed and all. I mean I feel ill and I was getting better, but it got worse all of a sudden and I'm fighting it again, walking namonia (probably spelt wrong) totally sucks! So i've been in constant pain as of late, even after taking tylonel and drinking pepermint tea and such.

I haven't even been doing much of drawing except for the one pokemon comic I'm doing for a contest. It really does suck because I've been wanting to tend to my originals more than anything, but each time I grab some paper, my mind goes blank and my wrist throbs for some odd reason...I really can't explain it much anymore, even now it gets confusing and hard to describe. Even my stories have been at a stand-still, and I'm a very fluent story-teller/writer...It seems that all of my passions are slipping away...and I can't do a thing about it...

Let alone I have been depressed for the longest because I ordered about 50lbs of low-fire clay and I haven't even seen my money returned due to complications, I know nothing of anything...Heck, even my love of singing has been gone. I mean, sure I sing and I do enjoy it, but something isn't there and the only time I have been singing lately is when I'm bored, and that's not right...I feel that I have no where to go or nothing to do, yet there is plenty to be done around the house and many places I have been. As I've said, it's hard to explain...I guess I'm a simple character of even a more simple nature.

I'm going to try and do something that I've been for a while and maybe I'll start an awsome chain. I'm thinking about starting that postcard idea that inspired for me to think up...I guess you can say the whole idea with this is to connect DA artists even more! Because then they'll be able to write one another if the other is interested and there a freidnship grows with each letter and each stamp!

God! I want my creative character back, life seems so plain without it...Is there anyone who reads these wanting something, not along the lines of a drawing but maybe in words. Like a random thought for a short that could inspire inner expressions? I've been wanting to write or draw and came up with nothing. My drawing is even worse than my writing! I mean I can probably get a few paragraphs down before fading off, where as I can't even get a stable sketch for a pic! It's so annoying!

But yeah, anyone have some thoughts for a story; a song, picture, theme, or phrase. I wouldn't mind giving it a try considering that I can't come up with any of my own... I feel so horrid asking for such a thing...

Y'all know I'm in the 100 picture challenge and here's my list!

*Completed*
1.Introduction
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2.Love
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15.Silence
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26.Tears
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28.Sorrow
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31.Flowers
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51.No Way Out
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63.Do Not Disturb
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68.Hero
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76.Broken Pieces
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84.Out Cold
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93.Give Up
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